Breathing In The Static (Indie Groove)

[Verse 1] Sink into the mattress Phone face down on the floor Mind doing cartwheels Heart locking every door I scroll through the ceiling Reading cracks like a map Trying to outrun feelings In my own small apartment trap [Chorus] I’m not okay But I’m still here Breathing in the static Clearing out the fear One slow step Then another one If I can’t love myself I’ll just not run I’m not okay But I’m still mine Holding all the pieces that I used to hide If I can’t see the light right now I’ll hum this little song Till it finds me somehow (oh) [Verse 2] Coffee on the counter Went cold hours ago Thoughts like tangled headphones Knots I barely know Text from a friend says “Hey You dropped off the map” I type “I’m fine Just busy” Then backspace half of that [Chorus] I’m not okay But I’m still here Breathing in the static Clearing out the fear One slow step Then another one If I can’t love myself I’ll just not run I’m not okay But I’m still mine Holding all the pieces that I used to hide If I can’t see the light right now I’ll hum this little song Till it finds me somehow [Bridge] Some days just getting out of bed Feels like moving mountains in my head So if all I did today Was stay Then that’s brave in its own small way (hey) [Chorus] I’m not okay But I’m still here Breathing in the static Clearing out the fear One slow step Then another one If I can’t love myself I’ll just not run I’m not okay But I’m still mine Holding all the pieces that I used to hide If I can’t see the light right now I’ll hum this little song Till it finds me somehow (oh yeah)