Breathing Room (Gentle Bedroom)

[Verse 1] Haven’t left my bed Phone face down Mind too loud Ceiling’s got my secrets Spinning like a broken vow Heart doing double time Over nothing Over everything I cancel all my plans Just to sit here Shivering [Chorus] I’m not okay But I’m still here Learning how to hold my fear Breathing in for four Out to ten Telling my thoughts “you’re not my friends” One small step across this room Counts as courage Counts as proof I don’t need to win tonight I just need A little breathing room [Verse 2] Sink full of dishes Plants gone dry But hanging on Talk nice to the mirror Like I’m calling up an old friend’s phone “Hey You made it through Every worst day so far You don’t have to fix yourself Just show up with your cracked heart” (mm) [Chorus] I’m not okay But I’m still here Learning how to hold my fear Breathing in for four Out to ten Telling my thoughts “you don’t all get in” One small shower Change of clothes Counts as healing Counts as growth I don’t need to shine tonight I just need A little breathing room [Bridge] If all I do today Is stay That’s enough That’s enough That’s enough (oh) If all I say tonight Is “help” That’s brave That’s brave That’s brave [Chorus] I’m not okay But I’m still here Learning how to stay sincere Breathing in with shaky hands Texting “hey I need a friend” Every sunrise Every bruise Writes my name in softer truth I don’t have to heal on cue I just need A little breathing room (Just a little breathing room)